to know someone before putting your heart out there
because you wanted to get the security
which never would have existed,
Sunday, August 07, 2005, 9:25 PM

softball leage__REBELS.

oh.it was absolutely sad today. after finding out about the so called truths.so sad. din know why. hahas. okay. went to kallang for the leage to play with stupid rebels. i always feel so sian when we need to go there and play games. so tired and bored. we always lose. tats for sure one. but today was boring laa. then went to play leftfield.

ayyyyy. wun know how scary is left field one. there is a big hole in front of u and the batter wud easily hit here. i was so tensed. hai. din wan to play today laa. haha, then people will sae tat these are all excuses. yea, they are. aint everything tat u sae excuses to cover up every mistake tat u do.
sounds confusing. hahas, but tats a fact laa. then i din catch the first fly ball. knew it. i was too excited. and was sad too. when i caught a groundess ball and i heard angela saying throw home so i did. and was scolded. yea, my fault again and i cried during the game. guessed no one knew. i hate to play again. i feel so stupid in the field. i fell down while catching the ball. and i was scolded again for being slow and watever. felling down is nothing. why dun u go fall down and teach me how to get up in 0.000000001 sec . is tat called fast. watever.

and in between the game. i missed another ball. at least i tried. and tis is another excuse. well, someone turned to me and yelled at me. i cried again. i never cried in a game before. and i cried two times today. so tis is the suckiest game i played. i hate it. got scolded and scolded. i was waiting to be changed out. knew i wasnt on form. but they did nt change me. ayy, so i continued to play like a stupid asshole. i dun like the feeling of playing sb in a game. i like sb, but i feel bored. watever.

and there was a happy ending. we lost. so what laa. the people there are all bastards who look down on us and put some so bad players but we still lost in the end. we shuldnt have joined in the first place. the teams are so proud and watever. i know we are lousy team compared to them. but at least we have the respect for them. not like those teams. treat us like kids. wth, we also pay money to play lor. next time i treat u all like shit one day when i become better then you and u have to play for me. well, but i well never play sb again after sec 4. unless smthg good happens.




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I am Quek Yi Xuan, otherwise known as Chloe.
i was born on 30 august 1990.
love my faamily and girlfriends and friends.
i love dogs too but i do not have any.
i am analytical, curious, ambitious, happy, sad and contradicting. sometimes, i am really clumsy.

and i am intellectually and visually stimulated

contacting me: yixuan_90@msn.com


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