to know someone before putting your heart out there because you wanted to get the security which never would have existed, |
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FOUL AIR
Sunday, August 17, 2008, 11:32 PM
well, not exactly in a good mood. its so frustrating that a trivial thing like that can bother me so much. prob cause i am too lame or due to some other unknown reason. not exactly sure if i wanna know either. ive been really sad about it anyway. god knows what, time will heal everything though. and studying more helps though. after i enter poly, i think that studying isnt everything. luck and opportunities and connections are more like it. studying is still impt though, but it isnt everything. saying this doesnt mean that i am not gonna study for my upcoming tests now or that i have became more" rebellion" (many like to label this way). its just that theres so much more to life you know? an average singaporean will live 70 plus years? i have almost passed 1/5 of my life. and what if i were destined to lead a shorter life? oh gosh. i dun wanna die too old either, having to deal with those countless number of illnesses. and i do hope to have a really good partner to share my life with. well, as i said, i am not in a good mood. and this sucks. alright, after 17 weeks, consisting of 5 weeks of "boot camp" and 6 weeks in sugarloaf and 6 weeks in toptable. it has finally came to an end. a happy one. well, not happy at all now. ![]() here's sihui : D ( i dunnoe how to delete using doc delete) okay, ya. sihui was the head that week and we had this retro theme and i was a waitress. nothing spectacular though, had a tough time setting the untensils. ive learnt alot through this journey. still rmb the first few weeks: i dread wednesdays becos we have service and i hate it cause my aspirations doesnt include "being a waitress". also, mr goh was really stern and unapproachable. and wats more, we have to gel up our hair like the gel is free. ha ha, like use alot alot of gel. so when theres a wind, not even a strand of our hair is flying. ya, hate those days. but after the boot camp, i was loving it: ) cause we get to operate the restaurant ourselves and it really bonds us tgt. the mentors were really experienced in service and were more than helpful. really thankful: ) its not only about service though, they shared their experiences. i have to admit, it's fun to see that everyone's dressed in the same way every wed: D and these days are gone, its great and ill rmb what ive learnt: ) learning doesnt always have to be boring, learning goes along with fun. and thats only if we choose to make our learning process fun. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() sylvia, mr goh! elaine and i ( : first impressions form 5-10 sec when you see the person, the person does not even have to speak. i had a terrible forst impression of him. but guess wat, first impressions may not always speak the truth. it took time for me to know mr goh. he expected much from us and he really did wanted us to learn as much as we could. we could learn alot from service and it all depends on ourselves, whether we wanna learn. he may not be the most meticulous one, but he's definitely a great teacher. ive learnt alot from him, and i do hope to see him in the future. but we'll be heading to sentosa to study next semester.. ![]() ![]() he's like really realy nice. we started out at sugarloaf, mr malik and mr neo were our mentors ( : all the best ! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() gracia, celine, me, sihui, christine, jasmine, faezah, elaine, audrey and xiuzhen ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() sylvia, me, mb ♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() shall end off with my distorted pic. maybe i look like this always, but it doesnt matter to me. ![]() oh ya, quotes as repeated by sinee: ) "smile because it happens, dont cry becos its over" yap, to a fren i think that many things cant be changed. or maybe its too difficult to change, now that everything's changed. but i am still concerned and hope you are fine( : and who created all this ugly, unbeauteous side of the world? its but of course, the humans and what should one do? vent it all out and live another day like theres no tmr. xxoo |
ChloeQ
Say my bye-s,
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