to know someone before putting your heart out there
because you wanted to get the security
which never would have existed,
my sacred ground
Thursday, October 09, 2008, 4:54 AM

hello my sacred ground,

are you my bff too, cause you are always by my side when i am sad, happy, bored, retarded, smart
when i cant sleep

yes, talking to you lappie!
ha ha, thanks a million lappie for always being here and not spoiling through this whole year, i guess you are about one year old now.

sorry i din record down your birthdate, or should i say manufactured date. ha ha

aww, thanks anyway (:
i doubt you can read though :(

alright, it almost 5am and guess wat, i am wide awake.
i feel tired physically but i just cant sleep.
guess its one of those sleepless nights.
i can hear those birds chirping outside my window right now.

hating it.
it reminds me of those secondary scl days where i have to wake up at wee hours and the dawn will be accompanied with these chirping sounds. ah, i dislike birds.



i dislike butterflies too.
i think the butterflies are pretty but real ones are plain disgusting.
its insect-ly legs and hands are scary.
i think insects are pretty ugly and scary and disgusting.
ah, cant think of anything which falls into the insects category which i like.



i think i really do not fancy any insects.
ha ha, i would rather pose with a snake than an insect.
but the snake better be bigger or it will be scary if its really thin, resembling a worm.

lately,
i think that i fell in love.




with imperfections.

i fell in love with imperfections of life.
i dun like things to be perfect, perhaps everything should be perfect in business terms but not in life.


it gives me a feeling that its too made up, too much of that fakeness.
i just realised this perhaps a few weeks ago.
a tinge of imperfection gives room for improvement.
not that, i just like imperfections.
not that it can be improved, but that its more of that laid back feeling it exudes.



then again, its pretty hard to define what is imperfect as we all have diff definitions of what is perfect and what is not.


being a virgo, it's said that i am a perfectionist.
so....
ha ha, i think that i know myself better than the book.


but those horoscope books are just for references and fun.
imperfections, like a wearing basics and laid back apparels.
loosely tied tgt hair
or a pair of flip flops
or like amy winehouse and duffy.



featuring amy winehouse. its saddening cause shes onto drugs and her husband's in jail, due to drugs i think. but shes a real talent (:





and duffy. its my first time seeing her photos, ha ha. and i dun think i can recognise her if she appears in any other photos cause she looks like another caucasian.


i love their songs, the tones and their singing technics are v unique, unpredictable.
uncrafted, seems like the lyrics will just flow and blend into the tone nicely.
maybe cause of the feelings they bear for these songs. i love their way of singing, its like so true, so yes, raw.


raw feelings.
i think i may start to ban myself from songs which are too crafted.


craftiness, no no.
let it flow.
i like it raw.

i like britney spears becos she reminds me of how i loved her when i was a child.
how my cousin kelly, sis and i sang her songs.
esp the song "lucky"
and how we wanted to make up dance steps for this song "lucky"
and how amazed i was when i saw her "lucky" mtv at someone's house
it was prob the forst mtv ive seen, and i will never forget how gorgeous the mtv was. i was star struck. ha ha, after seeing her mtv.

but still,
craftiness, no no. let it flow. i like it raw.
ChloeQ


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I am Quek Yi Xuan, otherwise known as Chloe.
i was born on 30 august 1990.
love my faamily and girlfriends and friends.
i love dogs too but i do not have any.
i am analytical, curious, ambitious, happy, sad and contradicting. sometimes, i am really clumsy.

and i am intellectually and visually stimulated

contacting me: yixuan_90@msn.com


"dream high, sky's the limit,"





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