to know someone before putting your heart out there
because you wanted to get the security
which never would have existed,
Thursday, January 29, 2009, 5:11 PM

hello all (:

happy new year!
i am fine and fighting

ha ha, have been using this work fighting pretty often while gambling with my family.

oh yea, i am working on my reflection paper for festivals
and pretty much brain dead. like really tired maybe cause of my flu

its so boring

ah, will update soon about new year (:

replying to:
xt, xr, greg: love you guys, the tags are so dated back but ya (:
yq: just saw you just now, ha ha
eveline: good luck (:




angst
Sunday, January 18, 2009, 1:04 AM

i need some pillars. to hold on to

i keep having to be like arguing, lecturing, whatever, just like standing up for things.
and i am so tired.

wished that things could be like the way it is
and everyone can be like me
and just stop possibly using me, not really but just like because of some frenship, then its like that
like i am just really tired to explain

some really simple stuff?
like etiquette

i dun even have to try so hard last time,
like saying this this this, that that that.


and now
used

my tolerance

not looking forward to tmr at all
as if i love meetings,
i cant get it over and done with


peace

oh well,
i should have been out


my mood shouldve been great but ruined
and i am so used to getting my mood ruined nowadays
i dun use to have mood swings, now i do

move on
cant wait for the future to come

thinking, actually meeting at one sounds like a good idea.
laugh out loud




12:54 AM

none of my bis


no nothing
no everything
how un




thoughts
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 9:58 AM

i may not seem like it sometimes, or many times through my actions and gestures.

but possibly ive changed and i believe that all humans are equal.
there are still some issues but i think that not liking anyone or anything will not make my life any better.
besides, while we are thinking that others seemed inferior to us, have we ever thought of how the others felt and think?

they might hold the same views too.
they might feel hurt.
aren't we all equal?
some people are different in dressing or whatsoever, perhaps everyone went through that phase in the past. labelling them are simply cause one has already otten out of that phase and see these pple as inferior and maybe weird. i am sure many many many strangers held views against me in the past.

so why should we judge and label people?
maybe its just something uncontrollable inside
respect, i do respect everyone but after some time, i think that actions will dampen my respect to people.

respect has to be earned.

labelling and judging people..
well, needa freshen up for school now.
i hope that life could be fairer to everyone.

p.s. i wrote this not because i was labelled or anything, maybe i was
but just some unjust feelings within




events poster
9:39 AM


come on and take part in this event !
for tickets pm me

ha ha, kidding
these are the posters i did for festivals and event module
as i mentioned, they both have a story line behind it

the first poster is obviouly used to capture attention. well, the guy has some wardrobe malfunction and doesnt know what to wear, thats why he isnt wearing any. and our Cowboy event sets a recommended Cowboy dress code, so participants do not need to dwell on what to wear.

next poster isnt about terrorists. the dudes are dressed up in cowboy attires but they seem so bored cause they have nowhere to go, which is true cause there isnt any Cowboy mass festival in singapore yet. hence, our event will gather these people to attend.

NICE?
say it is, ha ha :D
ok, its not very cause i used like microsoft powerpoint to do it. perhaps if i had adobe, i would do a better job.

later's spa consultation




ciao
1:30 AM

don, jolene, me, jereb, jimmy, bin, weina, jocelyn and sock leng who's taking the photo


nothing to blog about
ive been doing my individual project all day long, gonna wake up early to do the spa group project.

a photo from the fort siloso trip for tutorial like last month with my new classmates(:
night
ciaox100




Sunday, January 11, 2009, 11:42 PM

:)))))))))))))))))))))))




8:51 PM

i love all the quotes from the tele about some love show

"i dont wish to be everything to everyone, i wish to be something to someone"
javan

how sweet




countdown
8:46 PM


countdown, other pics are in my phone, all these are from xy's blog
miss you dude

after this misery,
i will summarise my 2008 and set some new goals for 2009
cant wait
ha ha
got event's presentation tmr.

cant wait either, for it to end

ordeal




8:33 PM

so tired
like

very

cant wait for everything to END

then daddy will be back at that time.

happy :D




Saturday, January 10, 2009, 10:35 AM

YAY

i feel so happy today

its prob my hormones cause there's really nothing happy going on.
other than the fact that xuey yadas

YAY,
and theres a saying that you know when youre down at the bottom, the good thing is that thats the worst things can go and the next good thing is that only the bettert hings can happen next.
so good things are coming your way
you'll never know

things will get better love(:

on the other hand, whats the date again?
oh its 10 jan
ive got 2 projects to hand up on 16 jan, one presentation on 12 jan
one project on 23 jan and class tests on the 19 jan week

and something to hand up after cny, which is hella a sad.
sometimes i dunno what lang an i saying. get the hang of it



ahhhhh,
hate my life now
its so boring
bored to tears :*(




Thursday, January 08, 2009, 12:34 AM

i think i can only rely on myself

like it was a total waste of my time
itsucked big time for these few weeks like sleep is gone

and people aint helping
i think it comes to a time when i think that humas are more of an annoynace, hindrnace then something good.

not when family, friends are concerned

but when work is to be done.




12:16 AM

inserenity inside




projects are really killing
and i have no time at all
PACKED
ChloeQ


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I am Quek Yi Xuan, otherwise known as Chloe.
i was born on 30 august 1990.
love my faamily and girlfriends and friends.
i love dogs too but i do not have any.
i am analytical, curious, ambitious, happy, sad and contradicting. sometimes, i am really clumsy.

and i am intellectually and visually stimulated

contacting me: yixuan_90@msn.com


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