to know someone before putting your heart out there
because you wanted to get the security
which never would have existed,
Thursday, February 26, 2009, 5:28 PM

i think i talk shit when i am tired. and i was blabbering to xt ytd night. ha ha, thank you sweetie, i appreciated you (:

god, when will some happy hormones come.
well, i think humans are weird creatures, when there are humans around, nothing's predictable and yea. aye, this is never a place for me to vent my thoughts openly, though i wish i could.

men and women.
women and women.
men and men

2 different genres and 3 diff combinations.
lol

i have such a short memory, i dun remember alot of stuff at the end of the day. just like many of the stuff, i need like some reminders and alot of time to really rewind those things. and i tend to rmb those positive things and those negative ones are mostly forgotten, unless theyre of much value.




aye




facebook photo
5:01 PM



vexed.
felt like posting this photo for no particular reason

this was during bin's 08 bd surprise at orchard.
time runs, its Feb now and exams are officially over.

went out with sine, yq, sihui, xq after exams ytd.

yall, maybe i feel tired and cause i haven't been sleeping well. and slightly nauseous about certain stuff. well well. part of life isnt it.

happy that exams are really over and this hectic sem's finally over. but there's like much more to do after exams.

like filling up my schedule.

i am just not in such a pleasant mood these days.
ta.




try
1:18 AM

http://www.crushcalculator.co.za/index.php?choice=crush&checklove=51966283


try this, its darn accuratee!!




p.s. NG SINEE




CNY 09
Thursday, February 19, 2009, 11:24 PM





yay, it becoming a tradition to take this same pose photo every cny. ha ha.

ok, i think my life now is so stress free and lively that i ought to cherish it now, else it wouldnt be like this when i grow older. maybe a few years time.




speeding cars
3:28 PM


Speeding Cars - Imogen Heap



Beyonce Knowles - If I Were a Boy - Beyonce Knowles




12:48 AM

a tad too much, of ?




Dave berry
12:27 AM

“What Women Want: To be loved, to be listened to, to be desired, to be respected, to be needed, to be trusted, and sometimes, just to be held. What Men Want: Tickets for the world series."

- Dave Berry

“Guys are simple... women are not simple and they always assume that men must be just as complicated as they are, only way more mysterious. The whole point is guys are not thinking much. They are just what they appear to be. Tragically.”
- Dave Berry


Women: They mature much faster than men. Most 17-year old females can function as adults.

Men: Most 17-year old males are still trading baseball cards and giving each other wedgies after gym class. This is why high school romances rarely work out.



i was surfing around and these are really making my day.

how different we are, its really hilarious.
HA HA
ha ha, like waffles and the brain thing i told many about.
gosh, its a miracle men and women can work tgt.
with the woman thinking that the man totally gets it, and the men thinking about some other stuff and then, leaving the woman thinking about the stuff all over again, 3 hours of phone talk and 2 hours of pondering, while the man seats in front of the tele, watching some retro movies.

wow, ha ha, really makes me laugh.
but i think i am not so much of the thinking one, or so i don't wanna be. because of how useless it is and doesn't make a difference.

night, sleeping time






men and women
12:21 AM

adapted from: http://www.blessed2bless.us/by-others/difference-between-men-and-women.html

Let's say a guy named Fred is attracted to a woman named Martha. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else.

And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Martha, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?"

And then, there is silence in the car.

To Martha, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of.

And Fred is thinking: Gosh. Six months.

And Martha is thinking: But, hey, I'm not so sure I want this kind of relationship either. Sometimes I wish I had a little more space, so I'd have time to think about whether I really want us to keep going the way we are, moving steadily towards, I mean, where are we going? Are we just going to keep seeing each other at this level of intimacy? Are we heading toward marriage? Toward children? Toward a lifetime together? Am I ready for that level of commitment? Do I really even know this person?

And Fred is thinking: ...so that means it was...let's see...February when we started going out, which was right after I had the car at the dealer's, which means...lemme check the odometer...Whoa! I am way overdue for an oil change here.

And Martha is thinking: He's upset. I can see it on his face. Maybe I'm reading this completely wrong. Maybe he wants more from our relationship, more intimacy, more commitment; maybe he has sensed - even before I sensed it - that I was feeling some reservations. Yes, I bet that's it. That's why he's so reluctant to say anything about his own feelings. He's afraid of being rejected.

And Fred is thinking: And I'm gonna have them look at the transmission again. I don't care what those morons say, it's still not shifting right. And they better not try to blame it on the cold weather this time. What cold weather? It's 87 degrees out, and this thing is shifting like a garbage truck, and I paid those incompetent thieves $600.

And Martha is thinking: He's angry. And I don't blame him. I'd be angry, too. I feel so guilty, putting him through this, but I can't help the way I feel. I'm just not sure.

And Fred is thinking: They'll probably say it's only a 90-day warranty...scumballs.

And Martha is thinking: Maybe I'm just too idealistic, waiting for a knight to come riding up on his white horse, when I'm sitting right next to a perfectly good person, a person I enjoy being with, a person I truly do care about, a person who seems to truly care about me. A person who is in pain because of my self-centered, schoolgirl romantic fantasy.

And Fred is thinking: Warranty? They want a warranty? I'll give them a warranty. I'll take their warranty and stick it right up their...

"Fred," Martha says aloud.

"What?" says Fred, startled.

"Please don't torture yourself like this," she says, her eyes beginning to brim with tears. "Maybe I should never have...oh dear, I feel so..."(She breaks down, sobbing.)

"What?" says Fred.

"I'm such a fool," Martha sobs. "I mean, I know there's no knight. I really know that. It's silly. There's no knight, and there's no horse."

"There's no horse?" says Fred.

"You think I'm a fool, don't you?" Martha says.

"No!" says Fred, glad to finally know the correct answer.

"It's just that...it's that I...I need some time," Martha says.

(There is a 15-second pause while Fred, thinking as fast as he can, tries to come up with a safe response. Finally he comes up with one that he thinks might work.)

"Yes," he says. (Martha, deeply moved, touches his hand.)

"Oh, Fred, do you really feel that way?" she says.

"What way?" says Fred.

"That way about time," says Martha.

"Oh," says Fred. "Yes." (Martha turns to face him and gazes deeply into his eyes, causing him to become very nervous about what she might say next, especially if it involves a horse. At last she speaks.)

"Thank you, Fred," she says.

"Thank you," says Fred.

Then he takes her home, and she lies on her bed, a conflicted, tortured soul, and weeps until dawn, whereas when Fred gets back to his place, he opens a bag of Doritos, turns on the TV, and immediately becomes deeply involved in a rerun of a college basketball game between two South Dakota junior colleges that he has never heard of. A tiny voice in the far recesses of his mind tells him that something major was going on back there in the car, but he is pretty sure there is no way he would ever understand what, and so he figures it's better if he doesn't think about it.

The next day Martha will call her closest friend, or perhaps two of them, and they will talk about this situation for six straight hours. In painstaking detail, they will analyze everything she said and everything he said, going over it time and time again, exploring every word, expression, and gesture for nuances of meaning, considering every possible ramification.

They will continue to discuss this subject, off and on, for weeks, maybe months, never reaching any definite conclusions, but never getting bored with it either.

Meanwhile, Fred, while playing racquetball one day with a mutual friend of his and Martha's, will pause just before serving, frown, and say: "Norm, did Martha ever own a horse?"

And that's the difference between men and women.

Used by permission.

This article is an original writing by Dave Barry.
It has been circulating around the web and is
archived at Pastor Tim's CleanLaugh Site (CleanLaugh #707)


this is painfully funny yet, perhaps most of the time true, ha ha, men and women..




Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 11:53 PM

so many
question marks inside,
feeling so sad and complex
many question marks.

many knots, which hopefully, can be untied?
eh, i dunno.
plain sad, like bland.

bull, sometimes, its diff to
ask too. well,
there's gotta be a
way.


am i
just
one in a




million


probably.




oprah
6:37 PM

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. ~Oprah Winfrey

wow, i was looking for quotes and i saw this, which really is funny, since its coming from oprah, yet true..

thinking of which, i have many many things which i wanna buy now.
i hope i can get them one by one, ha ha. i did save up to get them anyway.





LOVE
6:14 PM




we climbed the never ending array of stairs and landed at old school.
better leave cause its turning late and its kinda dim there. ha, we'll go there another time, cause the sinema was only showing the er, movie, i forgot the name..




YPPAH
Monday, February 16, 2009, 11:15 PM


ive updated tonnes of stuff, and the photos can be found on facebook. meanwhile, i am dating my spa notes and

i want the gym and pool:


on a random note: guess what, i lost my pink hairband and i bought a new one today.




night out with softball girls
11:07 PM






who: sx, eliza, ang, me, eveline, xuey




10:41 PM






sis's, meiwen's and my wishes written on the balls.
oh yea, the word reminds me of greg.

hope our wishes come true and they are somehow similar.

xt's bd:
many pics are with vera, xr which i suppose will take somewhile to be uploaded! ha ha, so yea, these are grabbed from peiyun:
at chijmes


she was like this before the dinner:

mb and i were succumbed to playing dares cause she was feeling down, and she still gimme that face:
smile
my awkward smile:





presentation was a blast
10:09 PM










don, me, jereb, weina, mb

our spa presentation photos ;D
the finale
look at our smiles, so terribly happy !




colours of palette
6:43 PM

ok, v-day was fun
i am happy
and really lethargic, i think i am having slight fever these days which doesnt seem to go away.

but i had mixed vege rice just now, feel like vomiting now, like literally.
i went to dhoby gaut just now and bought some stuffs.
i spent like hundred plus on online shopping and physical shopping in 1 day.
but i needed the things, so..

ha ha
this week's my stuy week yet i havent started yet, maybe towards the night, ill start.
but its been really fast, like half a year is gone again..
the semester feels like never ending during the start of the sem, but now, its really finally ending ;D

more than happy man, alot of tiredness.

i slept at 10plus ytd and woke up at 12 plus for some smses and then i had insomnia till 5 plus.

these days are reallyindescribeable.
ha ha, yea, new experiences and stuffs, cant wait for my long awaited break really.

i can feel that my body's really deteriorated like i am really prone to diseases and illnesses, like fever, plus plus. i need swim, which i will perhaps after a few more days of recuperation.

the rest are going to tioman for the break and i will be learning driving, and i have 2 more plans ahead. maybe 3..

(:

which i hope to really get them all rolling. so this break's gonna be busy too.
and recently, oh yea, many weeks ago, i just found out that megan fox is actually 22 years old. she looks so old, hot.

i feel lethargic, i wanna mingle !
ChloeQ


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I am Quek Yi Xuan, otherwise known as Chloe.
i was born on 30 august 1990.
love my faamily and girlfriends and friends.
i love dogs too but i do not have any.
i am analytical, curious, ambitious, happy, sad and contradicting. sometimes, i am really clumsy.

and i am intellectually and visually stimulated

contacting me: yixuan_90@msn.com


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