to know someone before putting your heart out there
because you wanted to get the security
which never would have existed,
Sunday, March 08, 2009, 2:48 AM

ok i feel like blogging forever like keep typing whatever thoughts i have in mind.

but its of course not gonna happen.

well, i was thinking people step into your life and out of it and some are still walking it with me. well, what happened to those who used to walk with me. like things definitely keep changing and the people around me too? recently, some stepped into it and left me wondering about many things and ive really learnt alot from this person like the thoughts and life. though its out of my life, i guess i dunnoe is it some angel to like set my thinking?

as usual, i think i tend to beautify things which may seem nasty to some. well, this person let me undersatnd some things which i never thought of and like learn things ive never known. though its a really short time frame, i hope i really moved this person to the more optimistic side of life. ok..

perhaps time really does matter, like timing and as we grow up, we really get to experience and learn many things. and perhaps, in 2 years or maybe a year, my perspective of life and things will change. i think my thinking has changed quite alot through one year.

well, yea, back to the stepping into and out of one another's life. i used to think that how can one possibly forgot other's names like someone you were tgt with. but i guess its really possible. because i just can imagine it happening to me. you know, when there are some many things happening and some things just get forgetten. but the lessons youve learnt will stay.

in and out in and out. how did anyone who stepped in, got drifted apart in the end? its sad, esp with friends. i dunnoe, but i large part got to do with the circle and environment. as much as i dun wan such things to happen, it will and it happens and happened. so, the lest i can do is try to salvage? anything, i still have a heart for all my friends and loves and anyone whove stepped into my life. like a soft patch, yea.

i think i hate changes. you know, one year ago, i eat wanton mee from the same stall around my district every morning without fail. and now, i only eat fried beehoon from the same stall for like kinda a year. lol, i just keep eating the same stuff.

ya, and such things are hard to say. i think even a philosophist needs to ponder before writing... ok, i just feel sad and helpless about this.


its 3:06 am now!
darnn
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I am Quek Yi Xuan, otherwise known as Chloe.
i was born on 30 august 1990.
love my faamily and girlfriends and friends.
i love dogs too but i do not have any.
i am analytical, curious, ambitious, happy, sad and contradicting. sometimes, i am really clumsy.

and i am intellectually and visually stimulated

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